Jul. 10th, 2017

About Us

Jul. 10th, 2017 02:44 pm
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Hi it's Malibunny or Bunno or 27 or Thrice Nine or any combination of those.

We're a plural system of 9, give or take. We're 23 years old physically, and as a whole we identify as genderfluid, and if you're not sure which pronouns to use/who is fronting, just use they/them. If you do know who's fronting then just use their pronouns (but if you use they/them accidentally nobody will get upset).

ThisHouse is our partner system, several of our members are in relationships with several of theirs. :)

Misty and Duke are our split "originals", there was a third part, Marya, but she seems to have gone dormant, or dispersed into different parts of us. Misty and Duke are 23, Marya was 10-13, but she's not here. 

Misty uses they/them pronouns and is genderfluid and aroace. Sometimes Misty might use she/her to refer to themselves. Misty is Otherkin, specifically fae, and very serious about it; they and Duke awakened in 2011. Misty went to college to get a degree in Fine Arts, and loves to paint and write. They, along with Duke and Daisy, love horror, it's our longest standing special interest, we love all kinds of horror, but especially 80s/early 90s horror movies, horror stories, horror web-art, and survival horror games.

Duke uses she/her pronouns, she's a girl, and she is bi and gray-ace. She and Misty are seelie, solitary fae (summer court). She is 23, but sometimes age regresses under certain circumstances. She loves music, especially 80s goth rock and 90s grunge. Her (and our) favorite band is Alice in Chains. 

Daisy is an ageless uncanny valley girl, she is bisexual and uses she/her pronouns. Daisy is a robot-angel who came from outside the system at a time when we were under a lot of stress. She appeared to us, and then a few months later joined our system. She has adjusted well to living here, and has a home on the edge of our headspace, between Headspace and Astral. She comes from the future Terminator 2 style, she lives in the desert, she's half girl, half robot, and half ravioli. 

Nona is an Autistic Fairy, she is between 4 years old and ageless, and an egg, inside a frog, inside a bird, inside a monkey, inside a horrible little goblin. Nona uses she/her, or it/its pronouns. She is nonverbal except for echolalia, she loves memes, wizards, and fruitsoftheape100. She appears as a tiny goblin, or a bearded, robed wizard.

Mac is a fictive. He is 25-35 years old, and uses he/him pronouns, he is also gay and gray-ace. Mac has gone through a lot of identity issues, he's chill most of the time, he likes to watch action movies and listen to music. 

The Pisces Subsystem is our median subsystem of three.

1. Carson the "original" of his subsystem. He uses he/him, he's 23, and he's gay. His subsystem fronts most frequently (usually). He is a post-fictive, and he's Otherkin, specifically selkie 'kin (harbor seal). He can be childish and affectionate, he is rabbit-hearted. He likes video games and stuffed animals.

2. Sunny uses she/her, she is straight, and she's usually about 18-23. She broke off from Carson, and for a while she thought she was a gay boy, but recently she realized she's a girl. She's a moody, affectionate princess. She likes to imagine herself as a girl-monster from a horror movie, she's also a seal but has less connection to rabbits. She is Carson's girl self, and Carson is her boy self.

3. CJ (Carson Jr.) uses he/him, he is 9-13 usually. CJ was just Carson's age-regressed self, but he became his own person. He is extremely shy, and usually has someone else say things for him. He enjoys Zootopia, rabbits, rabbits, and being surrounded by love and support. He is a rabbit, and also a selkie.

Tracy, and the rest of us, believed that he might be another offshoot of the Pisces subsystem, but as it turns out he's not. He uses he/him pronouns, he is 23, and he is aroace. Tracy hasn't fronted in a while, but he's most likely still around. He likes music and he's pretty chill. He had a life outside our system, he was from the northeastern US.

Marya

Jul. 10th, 2017 03:51 pm
malibunny: Duke (Duke)
We've been super unsure about whether or not Marya is fully gone at this point. Maybe she kinda served her purpose and then integrated or dissolved into the rest of us, but we keep wondering whether under different circumstances she might come back.

She was the first one that really made us notice that we were plural, before we knew what being plural was, so even though she was cruel and upsetting, it's kinda weird to think she might be gone. Especially because lately we've been afraid that we've "become neurotypical"/"gotten over" everything, and because she was such a manifestation of that stuff we're worried that it's proof that we've just "gotten over it" and so if we continue to engage with other people who haven't "gotten over" everything in their lives we're just evil ugly fakes. 

Still, we think that she might have just transferred parts of herself to parts of ourselves, like before she disappeared I didn't age regress when we get triggered, or at least I didn't notice that I did, and the way Sunny gets angry sometimes reminds us of Marya. (note: Sunny doesn't hurt us or whatever, we don't wanna make it sound like she's dangerous to us she just gets upset, like many people do lol)

We also wish we could remember Marya's real name, we gave her the name Marya, and before that it was Red, but she had a name back when we were 10-14 or so but we can't remember it. :(

- Duke

Floating

Jul. 10th, 2017 09:44 pm
malibunny: Sunshine (Sunshine)
[negative]

We forget we're complicated people when we see the way other people look at us. The environment on Tumblr makes us forget to see ourselves or anyone else as anything other than a collection of labels, that we have to measure ourselves against. I feel stupid and we have trouble remembering who we are, or what our life was like and who i am makes me feel sick. I hate questioning everything about us all the time I'm so sick of not being real but I don't know if we'll ever be able to get back to feeling real because we were only real for such a short period of time and I hate everything. I hate how me and Duke and Misty and whoever the hell else can't just feel things we have to analyze everything we feel to see if it lines up with any symptom and is it big enough? does it make us real? and it never does it's always fake and it's always too small.

- Sunny

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