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We always forget what fall feels like until it's here, and we're like... Idk we're in a super weird mood cause of it. I haven't been out much until recently, i realized that cold weather means I can wear more clothing that I like. I'm kinda excited for our hair growing out, as is Sunny (who's here too), I'm thinking I could go for that Nick Cave look or something, like long hair can definitely be masculine. Sunny's excited to be able to have ponytails and all the outfits and makeup and stuff she'll be able to wear that'll look cute with longer hair.
We were reading about when people have special interests that are other people (especially people they know, not so much celebrities). It was something that like, at the time we couldn't relate to really, and we were trying to like imagine what it'd be like to have a special interest in a person who wasn't a famous person. Anyway like yesterday Sunny realized she (and maybe Duke?) have a special interest in a non-famous person, but just didn't realize it was also a special interest cause it's also been kinda a borderline idealization thing ykwim? I think that's why we were thinking about the ways that being autistic and being borderline overlap/look like each other sometimes.
None of this has like anything to do with me really. I'm just chilling though. It's hard for me to relate to this body cause it's way different from mine in headspace (which is like slightly different from my canon body too). I think long hair is gonna help like all of us kinda uh... reconnect with our body. I don't know if anyone's been feeling like we look good lately. It'd be cool to just not care about looking "good" or "bad" or whatever but right now we do. Ah well, right?
Oh, right though, I'm going to be hanging out with our partners this weekend and me and my boyfriend are gonna watch Predator (again) and Alien Vs Predator (for the first time, except I'm pretty sure someone in here has seen at least part of it). It's gonna be fun hopefully. We'll have a house to ourselves.
- Mac (and Sunny kinda)
We were reading about when people have special interests that are other people (especially people they know, not so much celebrities). It was something that like, at the time we couldn't relate to really, and we were trying to like imagine what it'd be like to have a special interest in a person who wasn't a famous person. Anyway like yesterday Sunny realized she (and maybe Duke?) have a special interest in a non-famous person, but just didn't realize it was also a special interest cause it's also been kinda a borderline idealization thing ykwim? I think that's why we were thinking about the ways that being autistic and being borderline overlap/look like each other sometimes.
None of this has like anything to do with me really. I'm just chilling though. It's hard for me to relate to this body cause it's way different from mine in headspace (which is like slightly different from my canon body too). I think long hair is gonna help like all of us kinda uh... reconnect with our body. I don't know if anyone's been feeling like we look good lately. It'd be cool to just not care about looking "good" or "bad" or whatever but right now we do. Ah well, right?
Oh, right though, I'm going to be hanging out with our partners this weekend and me and my boyfriend are gonna watch Predator (again) and Alien Vs Predator (for the first time, except I'm pretty sure someone in here has seen at least part of it). It's gonna be fun hopefully. We'll have a house to ourselves.
- Mac (and Sunny kinda)
