Hey

Aug. 15th, 2017 02:39 pm
malibunny: Tracy (Tracy)
 I'm thinking about me and Sunny and Daisy's origins specifically. We're the only ones with lives outside the system (it's arguable for Carson). Anyway, I'm feeling really chill today and that's nice, I haven't been out in like months or something, I could introduce myself if I wanted maybe. 

I'm a northeasterner but my interests and the stuff I vibe with is pretty west coast. As far as my life before now goes, I lived in upstate New York, I'm 23 and would have been 23 sometime between about 1989-92 or so. I don't know if this is important to anyone, guess this is mostly for me LOL. Thing is, now I'm /not/ who I was then, I'm someone else by virtue of bein here at all. I don't really know what that means.

I like pine needles, but like the ones down here in Florida. Northern pines are neat too though, I like the way they smell on a hot day. I like hot days, at least if I can hike somewhere quiet. We haven't gone hiking in months though. I don't know if I inherited it from Duke and Misty, but I love Jackass (the show didn't even come out until 2000 though, but before there was Jackass there was Big Brother). I love Alice In Chains, as do a lotta us here. None of this proves that I'm a true teleport from the 90s, it's just listing off stuff I like because it's not like I've posted here before. I thought I was an offshoot of Carson for a long time, or at least everyone else did and confused me about it so it took us a while to figure out I'm not. Because of that I thought maybe I was gay because Carson's gay, but as long as I've been around, I've never had any kinda romantic or sexual feelings so that's kinda out the window. I wonder sometimes if someone's gonna come along and change that, but I doubt it, I just don't think I'm the type to have romantic feelings or otherwise. 

Anyway we applied for a job at a cupcake place today, I think I'd like it and I think some others of us would like it. That's all.

Peace,
- Tracy

Other Life

Aug. 15th, 2017 01:20 pm
malibunny: Sunshine (Sunshine)
I don't know if I was a singlet or also in a system in my other life and now it's blowing my mind O: 
I don't remember Carson being there but honestly maybe he was, but he also doesn't remember being there, but I can't imagine myself not being a part of carson. Maybe just being a possible lifetime of Carson's makes me part of him anyway? It's still weird and I still think I might have been part of a system.

- Sunny
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We hate to bring up Tumblr "syscourse" on here, because it's terrible and negative, but we're so annoyed with it and we don't want to actually post about it on Tumblr for fear of attracting drama/gatekeepers, so we'll just rant about it on here a little bit.


Under a cut in case it's not something you want to read. Warning for very nonspecific mentions of abuse/trauma, and obviously lots of gatekeeper/invalidation talk. )

Weird

Jul. 24th, 2017 02:08 am
malibunny: Sunshine (Sunshine)
 Ever since we collectively like had this sigh of relief that we're not totally faking everything we've had like worse mood swings which is almost comforting because it's further proof that I'm not a faker but also it's making it harder to get things done.

Cool thing is that next week we'll be cat sitting for our parents and so we've got the house to ourselves (and our partner system who's coming over). I have this like impending sense of doom about this week though I don't know why but I'm afraid that something bad will happen before the weekend comes and we get to be alone. 

I like my partner systems' dogs, idk I just wanted to mention that bc they're cute and I'm glad they like me.

- Sunny
malibunny: Pisces (Pisces)
 Ahhhh, there's the icon. There were even better seal pics but that's the only one we could find that had 3 seals that would retain enough clarity in an icon format.

Anwyay, so we take up the majority of the fronting time in our system probably by a lot. That does change, we've had times where Mac, or Tracy, or Misty or even Daisy front most of the time, but right now, and for a long time it's been us (Carson, Sunshine, and sometimes CJ floating around). When we worry that we're faking being a system, our first thought is like, that we front so often but other people don't right now, so that must mean we're faking it, but we forget that things that other people outside our system can't see are also real. Like people who haven't fronted in a while have talked to us, and interacted with us, and chilled out with us, but just haven't actually Fronted, and that doesn't mean that their presence is any less than ours just 'cause we're fronting a lot lately. 

- Pisces': Carson Anthony Peters, Sunshine "Sunny" Peters, CJ "Bonanza" Peters

Marya

Jul. 10th, 2017 03:51 pm
malibunny: Duke (Duke)
We've been super unsure about whether or not Marya is fully gone at this point. Maybe she kinda served her purpose and then integrated or dissolved into the rest of us, but we keep wondering whether under different circumstances she might come back.

She was the first one that really made us notice that we were plural, before we knew what being plural was, so even though she was cruel and upsetting, it's kinda weird to think she might be gone. Especially because lately we've been afraid that we've "become neurotypical"/"gotten over" everything, and because she was such a manifestation of that stuff we're worried that it's proof that we've just "gotten over it" and so if we continue to engage with other people who haven't "gotten over" everything in their lives we're just evil ugly fakes. 

Still, we think that she might have just transferred parts of herself to parts of ourselves, like before she disappeared I didn't age regress when we get triggered, or at least I didn't notice that I did, and the way Sunny gets angry sometimes reminds us of Marya. (note: Sunny doesn't hurt us or whatever, we don't wanna make it sound like she's dangerous to us she just gets upset, like many people do lol)

We also wish we could remember Marya's real name, we gave her the name Marya, and before that it was Red, but she had a name back when we were 10-14 or so but we can't remember it. :(

- Duke

About Us

Jul. 10th, 2017 02:44 pm
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Hi it's Malibunny or Bunno or 27 or Thrice Nine or any combination of those.

We're a plural system of 9, give or take. We're 23 years old physically, and as a whole we identify as genderfluid, and if you're not sure which pronouns to use/who is fronting, just use they/them. If you do know who's fronting then just use their pronouns (but if you use they/them accidentally nobody will get upset).

ThisHouse is our partner system, several of our members are in relationships with several of theirs. :)

Misty and Duke are our split "originals", there was a third part, Marya, but she seems to have gone dormant, or dispersed into different parts of us. Misty and Duke are 23, Marya was 10-13, but she's not here. 

Misty uses they/them pronouns and is genderfluid and aroace. Sometimes Misty might use she/her to refer to themselves. Misty is Otherkin, specifically fae, and very serious about it; they and Duke awakened in 2011. Misty went to college to get a degree in Fine Arts, and loves to paint and write. They, along with Duke and Daisy, love horror, it's our longest standing special interest, we love all kinds of horror, but especially 80s/early 90s horror movies, horror stories, horror web-art, and survival horror games.

Duke uses she/her pronouns, she's a girl, and she is bi and gray-ace. She and Misty are seelie, solitary fae (summer court). She is 23, but sometimes age regresses under certain circumstances. She loves music, especially 80s goth rock and 90s grunge. Her (and our) favorite band is Alice in Chains. 

Daisy is an ageless uncanny valley girl, she is bisexual and uses she/her pronouns. Daisy is a robot-angel who came from outside the system at a time when we were under a lot of stress. She appeared to us, and then a few months later joined our system. She has adjusted well to living here, and has a home on the edge of our headspace, between Headspace and Astral. She comes from the future Terminator 2 style, she lives in the desert, she's half girl, half robot, and half ravioli. 

Nona is an Autistic Fairy, she is between 4 years old and ageless, and an egg, inside a frog, inside a bird, inside a monkey, inside a horrible little goblin. Nona uses she/her, or it/its pronouns. She is nonverbal except for echolalia, she loves memes, wizards, and fruitsoftheape100. She appears as a tiny goblin, or a bearded, robed wizard.

Mac is a fictive. He is 25-35 years old, and uses he/him pronouns, he is also gay and gray-ace. Mac has gone through a lot of identity issues, he's chill most of the time, he likes to watch action movies and listen to music. 

The Pisces Subsystem is our median subsystem of three.

1. Carson the "original" of his subsystem. He uses he/him, he's 23, and he's gay. His subsystem fronts most frequently (usually). He is a post-fictive, and he's Otherkin, specifically selkie 'kin (harbor seal). He can be childish and affectionate, he is rabbit-hearted. He likes video games and stuffed animals.

2. Sunny uses she/her, she is straight, and she's usually about 18-23. She broke off from Carson, and for a while she thought she was a gay boy, but recently she realized she's a girl. She's a moody, affectionate princess. She likes to imagine herself as a girl-monster from a horror movie, she's also a seal but has less connection to rabbits. She is Carson's girl self, and Carson is her boy self.

3. CJ (Carson Jr.) uses he/him, he is 9-13 usually. CJ was just Carson's age-regressed self, but he became his own person. He is extremely shy, and usually has someone else say things for him. He enjoys Zootopia, rabbits, rabbits, and being surrounded by love and support. He is a rabbit, and also a selkie.

Tracy, and the rest of us, believed that he might be another offshoot of the Pisces subsystem, but as it turns out he's not. He uses he/him pronouns, he is 23, and he is aroace. Tracy hasn't fronted in a while, but he's most likely still around. He likes music and he's pretty chill. He had a life outside our system, he was from the northeastern US.

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