malibunny

 I think something that would make me feel better is if I could make art that I really like, and also if I could make money off of it. The problem is that we're so exhausted most of the time, and our executive function sucks when it comes to sitting down to make art, so we just don't make things, plus despite us loving to write, actually planning a story is almost impossible for us to do because we don't think narratively like that. We do have a horror comic we want to make at some point, it would just be challenging to draw because of the whole... gimmick of it. We want to work on our horror website, we just feel bad because we don't want to give our partner system more things to think about, plus we feel like no help because plot is so soooo hard for me/us. 

I don't know how to think in a way that makes plot easier to come up with. I always feel like whatever I'm thinking of is too cliche, or gimmicky, or already been done (despite liking things that take inspiration from other things... and besides, what great work of art/writing/acting/music/Anything doesn't take any inspiration from anywhere else?), or it's just bad, or not deep enough, or too pretentious, or whatever, I just can't pick something. Except doppelgangers bc that's my fav though and like everything that I have been making lately has to do with them.

- MISTY