malibunny

 I'm back again! Not here, I was afraid to come back to the front because I was feeling things that I had never felt, and it was embarrassing and I felt like I lost who I was, but I found it again, and I can forgive myself. I finally feel like myself again, I hope this stays, I missed being here. I love everyone around me so much! I love you! 

- Daisy Della 

It's mostly Sunny here, but Daisy's making herself known in weird passive ways, we feel a little weird but I'm not sure how or why.

I wish we knew how to get our art to a wider audience, or know whether it's just inherently unappealing to most people. The thing is that we're so bad at networking, and like everyone says that's half the battle or more, and it's really hard for us to make friends, professional or otherwise, and we also don't want to try and make friends with other artists only for the reason to widen our "professional" network ykwim? Idk it's all so confusing and we feel like we're missing some vital part of a person that makes other people able to know how to do this when we feel like there's some kinda barrier that we can't cross between us and everyone else (the fact that that's a cliche statement means other people Do experience this but we still feel like this anyway).

We're putting a lot of effort into our art lately, and feeling like it's getting us nowhere. On the plus side we feel more confident in our ability to make things that actually look nice, but when our art barely ever gets beyond 4-5 notes on tumblr and likes on twitter (and rarely gets retweeted/reblogged at all either) it's hard not to feel like we're missing something that might make this easier. Obviously nobody just gets 100s of notes on all their art over night, basically no matter how talented, but it's still discouraging. Of course we appreciate the notes it does get, and appreciate the folks who support us and our art, but y'know, blah blah blah we wish we could attract a wider audience blah blah.

I'm not as bitter as I sound rn actually though sdlkgjsdlf this sounds super irritated but I'm not in a bad mood rn I'm just kinda venting despite not actually feeling bad, just a lil out of it.

Daisy wants to watch something horror-y like a video game playthrough. She also wants me to draw her/help me draw her. Or something, idk I'm having trouble hearing her hgksdflj I'm so out of it!!

- Sunny & Daisy Della