malibunny

[negative]

We forget we're complicated people when we see the way other people look at us. The environment on Tumblr makes us forget to see ourselves or anyone else as anything other than a collection of labels, that we have to measure ourselves against. I feel stupid and we have trouble remembering who we are, or what our life was like and who i am makes me feel sick. I hate questioning everything about us all the time I'm so sick of not being real but I don't know if we'll ever be able to get back to feeling real because we were only real for such a short period of time and I hate everything. I hate how me and Duke and Misty and whoever the hell else can't just feel things we have to analyze everything we feel to see if it lines up with any symptom and is it big enough? does it make us real? and it never does it's always fake and it's always too small.

- Sunny