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Frustratingly convinced we don't actually have BPD again... We were totally sure we did just a week or less ago and now we're sure we don't again. Can we just have some consistency? Our big worry is that because we realized we might have BPD at ~18 that we were just mistaking other issues for that, despite knowing we fit the criteria. Our mood swings are our best indicator to prove to us that it's still there and we're sure our mood swings have calmed down lately.
We just wish we could feel consistent. We're not even sure if it's true that we haven't had as many mood swings. We might just be remembering things wrong, we've been dissociating a lot which... We don't really know why, except maybe because it's winter, and we're more stressed? Everything just feels horrible and weird and we're afraid we feel ~too ok~ with that, silly as that sounds. Oh Welllll.
Sorry for being so negative, we just didn't know where to post this. We have this crisis all the time!
- Pisces'
We just wish we could feel consistent. We're not even sure if it's true that we haven't had as many mood swings. We might just be remembering things wrong, we've been dissociating a lot which... We don't really know why, except maybe because it's winter, and we're more stressed? Everything just feels horrible and weird and we're afraid we feel ~too ok~ with that, silly as that sounds. Oh Welllll.
Sorry for being so negative, we just didn't know where to post this. We have this crisis all the time!
- Pisces'
