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malibunnyBlendy today, except Carson was out earlier by himself. We woke up feeling sick and weird and we were feeling better for a while but now we feel sicker again, not sure what's up with that. We've been feeling kind of bad physically since Friday, it might be iron deficiency, or a number of other things, we're not sure.
We like reading stuff about other systems being blendy and not knowing who's fronting sometimes/a lot because it makes us feel better about when we don't know who's fronting. Sometimes we worry that being blendy is some kind of proof we're not all real, but that's not true, and when we read about other systems being blendy we remember that.
We saw the new Blade Runner remake yesterday with our partner system! Yesterday was our 7 year anniversary with them, and it was fun, except we got really anxious last night and that sucked. The movie was good, although we had some major issues with the way race and gender were handled in it, but we also really like scifi, and we had forgotten the plot so it was intriguing and the visuals were really nice. Daisy especially liked it because it reminded her of the future she came from, being a robot and all. A lot of things resonated with her visually(?) and she's been itching to come out and chill on her own.
Hopefully tonight she can. We're making stew with our(?) mom. It's got fennel and tofu and mushrooms and onion and idk a bunch of stuff, it smells really good. It also has coconut in it though which we hate so hopefully we'll still like it. We're pretty sure we will, and we'll eat it anyway and pretend we're a fairy eating the stew we have prepared in the woods :) (haha because we are a fairy/fairies eating food we made just not in the woods).
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We like reading stuff about other systems being blendy and not knowing who's fronting sometimes/a lot because it makes us feel better about when we don't know who's fronting. Sometimes we worry that being blendy is some kind of proof we're not all real, but that's not true, and when we read about other systems being blendy we remember that.
We saw the new Blade Runner remake yesterday with our partner system! Yesterday was our 7 year anniversary with them, and it was fun, except we got really anxious last night and that sucked. The movie was good, although we had some major issues with the way race and gender were handled in it, but we also really like scifi, and we had forgotten the plot so it was intriguing and the visuals were really nice. Daisy especially liked it because it reminded her of the future she came from, being a robot and all. A lot of things resonated with her visually(?) and she's been itching to come out and chill on her own.
Hopefully tonight she can. We're making stew with our(?) mom. It's got fennel and tofu and mushrooms and onion and idk a bunch of stuff, it smells really good. It also has coconut in it though which we hate so hopefully we'll still like it. We're pretty sure we will, and we'll eat it anyway and pretend we're a fairy eating the stew we have prepared in the woods :) (haha because we are a fairy/fairies eating food we made just not in the woods).
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