Sometimes I Wonder

I've been trying to figure out how I relate to being like... a monster girl, for lack of a better word... like how I relate to horror and whether it's like a otherkin thing or what exactly? I'm a facet of Carson but I guess the part of him I am is like um... darker in certain ways? Not to be dramatic haha. Anyway I've been trying to sort through my relationship with horror and how I see myself and how I relate to stuff like that and my past (outside of this body and stuff). Idk things are weird or they're not, it's hard to tell haha. Ignore this I guess it's just me rambling kinda.

- Sunshine