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malibunnyI woke up really anxious today, feeling very light headed and tired, and I'm not sure what to do about it. Ever since I got back from Vegas it feels like some kind of safety net/wall we had disappeared and I'm so scared of what to do. I don't feel any more capable of getting/holding a job than I did 5 years ago.
I wish it didn't feel like there's something wrong with me that makes me unable to do the things that other people can do so easily. I'm so embarrassed to be me, I wish I could act anything like a normal human. When someone else comes out later, or I'm in a better mood later, I want to post something that's more happy or interesting because I want this blog to not just be a place where I complain.
- Misty
I wish it didn't feel like there's something wrong with me that makes me unable to do the things that other people can do so easily. I'm so embarrassed to be me, I wish I could act anything like a normal human. When someone else comes out later, or I'm in a better mood later, I want to post something that's more happy or interesting because I want this blog to not just be a place where I complain.
- Misty
