my subsystem is borderline and i can absolutely relate, thats kind of where were at when were not mid-crisis, just sort of the same thing every day and not a lot going on to have Feelings about, so theyre more manageable but its not the relief it sounds like it should be, its Boredom and dissociation and having to put "meh" in the daily mood tracker app for weeks at a time, its apathy depression instead of sad depression it sucks

our systems have a lot in common, i wish i had more to say than just "oh hey i experience that too" on all yalls personal posts : /